不合就走,无必费心

I just know that they hate me so damn much.


You can put your stupid ugly eyes on me and followed by how you want it to be turned.
You can strug your shoulders and look down upon me, tyi, i have used to it.
You can talk, you can laugh, you can criticize about me, tyi, i don't care.
You can blame, you can hate, you can spread about how bad about me, tyi, you are stupid.

This is me.
This is my life.
I'm not born to follow your Do and Don'ts .
I do whatever i think, just like i wear whatever i am afford and capable to,
this means that if you don't like me, please keep your big mouth shut and go away. My life will be still good without you.

I don't like big pictures, mind maps or mind games.
Or i must say, those friends with mind games are not worth for you to spend your time with.

I write this not because of  I'm mad.
I write this because I really don't understand those kind of mindset.
Perhaps i shall not be understood as that's theirs, what for i care for ??!

What a waste of time and energy.



Nitez!

Lemon cheese









 

我说篮球你说哟!!

我终于买下了一粒新篮球!

这回我会好好保护它的~

(原来一粒好篮球价格不便宜叻。。)

(噢,我心爱的那两张宝贝五十块。。)


都怪我这冒失鬼

在学校打篮球后忘了把篮球带回家

结果篮球没了,心也痛了,现在钱也跟着没了!

(对不起哦,没有好好照顾你交给我的球球~)


我很喜欢打篮球 (注:喜欢不代表很拿手)

打篮球时总觉得自己很帅~  (起码10粒投进9粒嘛~~~~) *blush*blush*

要是我是男的,哎,不知道会杀死多少无知少女了咯~~



可惜可惜。感叹感叹




哈哈!超级星期天~

我是善变的?

有时候自信心满满,连走路还会飘风呢;
有时候自卑得一条虫那样,不敢直望他人。

有时候胆量可嘉,天塌下来都认为自己能挺着;
有时候稍微站在高处,心里就摇晃及索了起来。

有时候想把事情说出来,但开了头后又突然不想继续说,真令人难耐。

有时候说了不决不会再做这做那,但隔天又跑去弄了,真令人讨厌。

有时候很想吃大餐,但又怕吃了又肥,还真烦哪!

有时候想把某些东西换了,但又舍不得,买了新的又换回旧的。 我到底要怎样?!

有时候举起了勇气写了信,贴上了邮票,后又收回自己的抽屉里。 哎,矛盾嘞!

有时候。。

有时候。。。

有时候。。。。

是要学习潇洒点了!

迷惑里的清楚

虽然口是心非
但是我知道自己在做着什么

过去几天都没与友人联络
朋友约我,我都一一说我没空
看戏推了,吃晚饭推了,游玩推了,见面推了。。。
就把时间放在自己要做又不是普通时间能做到的事情上。。
(萍,芳,敏,轩, 对不起哦。.)

心情,烦恼,压力,感叹 等。。
收着收着都把自己搞得难堪了。。
直到昨晚与慧敏的那通51.42电话,
心里才感觉比较好,
头脑也比较想通了。

或许我是个善变的女生,
有时候自己也太矛盾了。
但我没有恶意,
也没有存心想伤害他人。
想法与决定有时改变太快,
都怪我不够稳定吧。
得学习与改正的,好多哦。

心里想要的不敢表达,
心里在意却笑着带过,
有时欺骗自己是最好不过了,
至少心里比较好过。

笨,
是有点啦,但又何妨?
谁叫现实往往都会让人心疼,
谁叫梦里的都与现实不一呢。

我发梦,但我知道自己在发梦。
空余休闲时发发梦,起码梦时嘴角是扬起的。

在吉隆坡的第二晚,
严重失眠了,那时心里很复杂很复杂,
凌晨泼电给好几位朋友,
个个都在熟睡当中。。谁又会理我呢??!!
(噢!被我吵醒的富贵,谢谢你哦。)
原来我的心还会痛,还会在意,还会兴奋,还会紧张,还会。。

当我的思维漂浮到远远远远时,
现实总会打断它,
把我带回那带着一点伤感即一点不舍的情绪。

这时我明白到了为何戏剧里总是出现的字眼
:‘喜欢一个人,不一定就要让他知道;
      深爱一个人,不一定要跟他在一起。’

也认同了陈晟书里的一句:
恋爱并不可怕,可怕的是爱上了一个不肯为你改变的人 。’




噢! 噢! 噢! 噢! 噢! 噢!


我好感性噢!


但我相信我理性的那面会征服我感性的那面啦!
虽然经常因为感性而做出了很多冒昧和奇怪的举动,
有时自己也被自己的举动吓到了呢。>.< ''



人因感性而笨,因理性而聪明。
我两者都有,实在是太犯溅了!


‘适度的犯溅让生活更多姿多彩。’  陈友涵's 名句

哇劳诶!


















我很肥!!





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啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!

我很好啦

我知道他和她

我听了他和她

我看了他和她

心是有点酸酸的

但只希望他好好的

上帝会保佑好人

上帝会保佑他

上帝要保佑他哦

La cha la cha TA TA~~ ❤

Thanks to The owner of this blog for introducing me this new group f(x) from SM Entertainment!

I am still listening to their song LaChaTa now!

I am still watching and staring at their lachata MV !

I am still enjoying Amber's photos ONE BY ONE!


























She is f(x)'s Amber. Her androgynous looks really draw my attention.
Her low and brandied vocals, slick razor-edged bob and hip wardrobe are sure to attract boys who want to dress like her and girls who are going to crush on her.




SH*T!!
I SHOULD BE STUDYING NOW!!!!!

Better turn back to my desk and eat those stacks of notes....
( i really hope that i can burn and drink them...)


My life is hanging in the balance now..


SOS!


SOS!!


SOS!!!
( sh*t! torchlight's battery has dead, no more signal for SOS....how arr, die liao loh?? LOL )





Hell's Gate Has Opened

' go study la, don't watch TV ! '

' go study la, don't online ! '

' go study la, don't listen to songs ! '

' go study la, don't go exercise ! '

' go study la, don't chat with friends! '

' go study la, don't cook this cook that! '

' go study la, don't sleep! '

' GO STUDY LA YOU.........!!!! '

ArGGGGHHHHHHH...........





don't say that to me liao har....



OMOK!